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<title><![CDATA[poems at the shakedown]]></title>
<link>http://colettelabouffatkinson.wordpress.com/?p=15</link>
<pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 18:07:56 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>colette</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[Some of my friends were reading their poems at Barnes &amp; Noble in Long Beach last night, but I wa]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Some of my friends were reading their poems at Barnes &#38; Noble in Long Beach last night, but I wasn't there because I had promised to be in Claremont to hear some writers I've been working with this spring at Pitzer College. I was at The Shakedown, a great student-run cafe, which, from what I could tell, is genuinely supportive of students doing their thing. Those who were there read - and "read" doesn't convey what sometimes happened - one by one and then encouraged each other with a response: <em>a little more of this next time, a little less that, or I like the way you said this phrase or read the end</em>. In the middle of it, a young student walked in with a guitar and she sang for us, too, and beautifully. The evening reminded me that it's rare to have others with whom to talk about something made. For some years, I met - irregularly but as often as I could - with a group of writers who had met with each other long before I came along. They are, in fact, the friends I missed hearing read last night.  The Saturday gatherings were mostly about showing up to see others I knew were, day-to-day, balancing writing with whatever else was happening in their lives and finding time for just that, three hours, maybe, and some coffee. I remember it was a relief to see and hear each other change in words but keep using them or show up and say <em>I've got nothing, but I'm here</em>. A few hours and some real live ears. Words and some silence, the best kind.  I'm glad I was there last night to see another group find their way to each other; these writers are half my age, and they are brave and making time to learn that what they write is for others.  We missed Zoe and Nick, who was playing music across campus. Thanks to Izzy for skipping the concert to read her long lines. And to Vern, who was supposed to be at work, I think. And Clint for his repetition. And  Charlotte for the risk and reading slowly. And Marnie for the elegy. And William, of course, for the drums and the essence of it.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[The Masculinity Coalition]]></title>
<link>http://megoth.wordpress.com/?p=145</link>
<pubDate>Thu, 03 Apr 2008 23:59:52 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Arne Hassel</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[En digg-artikkel med tittel Radio Show Funds Masculinists/PWNS Pitzer Feminist. Victory! tar for seg]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://megoth.wordpress.com/files/2008/04/untitled-1.jpg" title="untitled-1.jpg"><img src="http://megoth.wordpress.com/files/2008/04/untitled-1.thumbnail.jpg" alt="untitled-1.jpg" align="right" width="200" /></a>En digg-artikkel med tittel <a href="http://masculinists.org/updates/040208.html" rel="source">Radio Show Funds Masculinists/PWNS Pitzer Feminist. Victory!</a><i> </i>tar for seg <a href="http://masculinists.org/updates/040208.html">intervjuet av Dashiell Driscoll</a>, initiativtaker og leder for gruppen <a href="http://masculinity.org/">The Masculinity Coalition</a>, en studentgruppe på Pitzer College. Intervjuet er interessant fordi den tar for seg synspunktet til gruppen, og kritikken mot den, som spesielt er rettet mot navnet. Hvis jeg har forstått riktig, så ønsker gruppen fokus på menns problemer, som kroppsidealer, mentalitet, etc, og ønsker å promotere ting som menn syns er gøy (som drikke øl, spille fotball, etc). Kanskje ikke noe stort, men det har vekket stor frustrasjon og ergrelse blant medstudenter.</p>
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<p>Selv om gruppen gang på gang erklærer at de ikke er eksklusive, at alle kan være med, så lenge de har interesse i gruppens fokus, så blir de kritisert for å være lukket for alle andre enn hvite, heterofile menn. De blir også kritisert for å verne om mannen som overgriper, og bidrar til undertrykkelsen av kvinner. Sist, men ikke minst, blir de også kritisert for å være useriøse, og at gruppen er til bare for at folk skal drikke og feste på skolens regning.</p>
<p>Bortsett fra det siste punktet, så tar de helt feil. Jeg har sett på videomaterialet på deres sider, og det er ingenting som støtter opp om at gruppen er  diskriminerende på noen måter (jeg har ikke orket å lese gjennom all teksten).  De ønsker fokus på drikking, festing og ballspill, ikke fordi det er en del av stereotypen med det å være mann, men fordi det er en ting de ønsker å gjøre som menn, og at det er en måte å promotere deres maskulinitet.</p>
<p>En annen kritikk de har fått er at de ikke ønsker å sette fokus på problemer som homoseksuelle opplever. Til det sier de at de ikke har noe imot å ta opp problemstillingene, men at det finnes grupper på campus som tar for seg dette.</p>
<p>Jeg syns gruppen er interessant på den måten at de representerer et fenomen, oppstått i en kultur hvor den mannlige stereotypen er sterkt negativt. Det er interessant på den måten at argumentene som oppstår mot gruppen, er holdninger som i større og større grad befester seg andre steder, og som på mange måter kan ses på som rutinert diskriminering av menn. Jeg vil ikke kalle meg maskulinist (eller feminist for den saks skyld), men jeg syns det er viktig at alles rettigheter blir tatt vare på, og at man ikke ofrer noens rettigheter for å "gjøre godt" for utsatte grupper.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Losing Community in the Video Archive: My Final Tour]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/?p=46</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 22:55:59 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[At last the tours are through! While I found them increasingly tedious, they did prove a useful exer]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>At last the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/my_playlists?p=6DD456AE77A8BC31">tours</a> are through! While I found them increasingly tedious, they did prove a useful exercise in that I made some sense of the hundreds of videos my class produced (and from these tours I am going to teach Learning from Learning from YouTube in fall 2008, stay tuned), and I got to organize my thoughts thematically. So, I end with the failures of YouTube's archive and how this structures its problems with community.</p>
<p><span style='text-align:center; display: block;'><object width='425' height='350'><param name='movie' value='http://www.youtube.com/v/zrhfpe853Bw'></param><param name='wmode' value='transparent'></param><embed src='http://www.youtube.com/v/zrhfpe853Bw&rel=0' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' wmode='transparent' width='425' height='350'></embed></object></span></p>
<p>Importantly, the architecture and ownership of YouTube draw users by fueling their <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e63nxapgGjE">desire</a> for community. While many come to the site to be seen and heard by others, to make friends, they are much better served by the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghYD4kx3eMI">world</a>, or <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iv6cNZ663jo">MySpace</a>. For, the very tools and structures for community-building which are hallmarks of web 2.o (or a library or classroom)--those which link, gather, index, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yArpnVlUIYs">search</a>,  version, allow participation, commenting, and networking--are studiously refused on the site, even as it remains the poster-child of web 2.0. People go elsewhere for these functions, dragging their favorite YouTube videos with them to more hospitable platforms (with YouTube's permission).</p>
<p>YouTube is a site to upload, store (and move off) videos. The very paucity of its other functions feeds its primary purpose: moving users' eyeballs aimlessly and without <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fr6kntsHmTM">direction</a>, scheme, or map, across its unparalleled archive of moving images. YouTube is a mess: videos are hard to find, easy to misname, and quick to lose. While it's users would certainly be aided by a good archivist, the site signals to us in its conscientious failings that it is not a place to hunker down or hang out with others, not a place within which to seriously research or study, not a place for anything but solo-play. Enjoy!</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Reflections on Building TOUR #1]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/?p=35</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 06 Feb 2008 21:41:54 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[As I built the fist tour, on education, I was working from an outline I had created for a talk (whic]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As I built the fist tour, on education, I was working from an outline I had created for a talk (which will, in fact, be the tour) that I am slated to present this Friday, at USC’s DIY Summit (proposal below). To move these ideas from the academic page to YouTube, I did two things: I quoted my own words directly as comments on the videos I selected (working against the standard form of the YouTube comment: LOL!, loved the video):</p>
<p>1: Maia plays with the destablization of the aural/visual binary by using her well-written words in a self-consciously “bad” video (it rolls too fast; it has no images) to illustrate the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOA67oEOxy8&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=1">decline of the word on YouTube</a>, and yet, how we still rely upon and need words, in long-form, within higher education.</p>
<p>2. Dan pushes us to consider what we might gain from, and how we need to approach, the waning of the strength of the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-IYM9Aa_Hs&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=2">entertainment/education </a>binary. On YouTube, learning comes best from speed, summary, repetition, humor, and the popular.</p>
<p>3. Ben celebrates YouTube’s “limitless supply of knowledge.” Signature YouTube, he cynically but comically parodies this newly available library of the inane and private, while displaying what results when the binaries of public/private and <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZ00UqFRmzg&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=3">expert/amateur</a> are undone. YouTube does humor, sincerity, the democratization of voice, and the increased access to an immense archive of moving images and viewpoints really well. But none of these are particularly conducive for higher learning.</p>
<p>4. Delaine’s self-referential performance, as is true for many successful YouTube videos, does and shows the thing itself, in this case the unsettled and unsettling separation of the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rbmb77R2p-8&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=4">Aural from the Visual, the Cyber from the Real</a>.</p>
<p>5  Sonya performs a <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QV44bIow00I&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=5">new mode of viewing</a> the same old popular culture. Now, YouTube uses its users to create banal content, self-censorship, and ad revenue providing in return a postmodern television/townsquare whose corporate ownership promotes dominant culture, while forecloseing complex conversation and sustained community in favor of the aimless, disoriented pleasures of the individual (eyeball) or ear.</p>
<p>6. Salim, and his partners in crime, contribute another <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRZyP-lb_JU&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=10C28D43426ABC40&#38;index=6">self-referential video</a> about and formed by YouTube videos about and formed by popular culture, where critique is not popular. Like all the videos in this tour, it is “bad,” at least by the standards of film school. YouTube demands and creates new video standards based upon brevity, consolidation, humor, self-reference, and popular opinion.</p>
<p>And I summarized (always the summary…) in the video I created to begin the tour:</p>
<p><span style='text-align:center; display: block;'><object width='425' height='350'><param name='movie' value='http://www.youtube.com/v/2OKySxBrZUQ'></param><param name='wmode' value='transparent'></param><embed src='http://www.youtube.com/v/2OKySxBrZUQ&rel=0' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' wmode='transparent' width='425' height='350'></embed></object></span></p>
<p>That's the beginning of the tour. The whole thing takes 20 minutes.</p>
<p>And here's is what I said I'd cover when I proposed my talk to my fellow panelists via email:</p>
<p>"YouTube is not a successful educational site or site for education.</p>
<p>While many things work well on the site--entertainment, humor, sincerity, viewer control, viewer's ability to gain voice, increased access to images, and immensity of offerings--none of these are particularly conducive for higher learning. Meanwhile, the site inadequately provides many of the elements most critical for critical pedagogy: the ability to search, link, comment, version, use written language or long-form, and particularly to connect across texts or individuals so as to build and maintain ideas and community. YouTube uses its users to create content, self-censorship, and ad revenue providing in return a postmodern television/townsquare whose corporate ownership forecloses complex conversation and sustained community in favor of the aimless, disoriented pleasures of the individual (eyeball). While my students learned to hack YouTube by reformatting its standard forms to hold academic content, we are certain its best pedagogic use is in tandem with other digital and non-digital resources. This said, using YouTube as a learning platform/subject did allow us to see exciting if destabilizling tensions between several dyads which are usually kept in better isolation within more standard sites and forms of pedagogy: public/private, aural/visual, reality/cyber, entertainment/education, amateur/expert, control/chaos. While interesting to observe, each of these destablizations made the course hard to teach, and the content difficult to learn. The course begs us to consider what education will/does/should look like as it becomes a more public, corporate, digital, amateur-created, but uncontrolled form of entertainment."</p>
<p>Perhaps I'll reflect on what worked and what did not after I present at USC on Friday.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[YouTube Tour #1: Education]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/?p=34</link>
<pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 00:19:00 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[Today, I posted my first &#8220;tour&#8221; of the work and lessons-learned by the Learning from You]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today, I posted my first "tour" of the work and lessons-learned by the Learning from YouTube class.</p>
<p>I will try to post one per week, with accompanying blogs, for the next 8 weeks, resulting in 9 tours on: education, entertainment, popularity, vernacular, visual, user, owner, community and archive.</p>
<p>It took me awhile to decide how I'd like to present the many things I think we learned during that hectic semester, and I was pleased when I remembered the "tour" method, one we had devised during the semester to try to work YouTube against itself by creating a linked, sharable, and repeatable path, with associated comments, through its chaos. It seemed right to "publish" my results on YouTube, continuing to hack and use its forms to hold our analytical content and designs; to continue to use it to speak to, and about itself.</p>
<p>Attempting to present my analysis of the site on its pages, rather than, say, in those of an academic venue, demanded profound changes in the nature of my work, as a media scholar and educator that, as ever, prove telling about the workings of YouTube. The key differences were a matter of: time and brevity, vernacular, audience, professional standards, and language.</p>
<p>In brief, time is of the essence on YouTube. As I made the video for my tour, and the tour itself, I was hyper-aware that I needed to keep cutting, condensing, summarizing, and simplifying to speak effectively on YouTube (to keep the attention of its distractable, easily bored, viewer), which of course, is also a major part of its vernacular: there is a premium put on ease and efficiency, condensation and simplification. Where as my students are forced to hear me speak, or at least pretend to, the YouTube viewer must want to stay there because of my media skills, useful information, because I entertain her.  A language of bullets: quick, exciting, and mobile. And here I would also add, the necssity for non-specialist language, so as to be heard effectively, which gets me to audience, for I assume a general and diverse audience on YouTube, one I do not imagine on this page, and one that has no relation to who reads me in academic journals. I can count on no shared references or lingo, other than that of popular culture, which diminishes the complexity of my thoughts even as it expands their reach. Unlike a classroom, where one speaks to undergraduates equally unschooled in scholarly discourse, but where you can and work to school them and together grow a shared language, the scattered, random nature of YouTube's viewership demands that one always stays at the basic level, never giving the audience an opportunity to grow its vocabulary.</p>
<p>On a different note, the systems of proof and authority are diametrically different on YouTube from those of academia. My proof on YouTube is always another video, any video. Its existence, and mine, on YouTube’s pages gives us as much and no more authority than any other user, that is, of course, unless we have the power of numbers, glorious hits, on our side. Academic writing, on the other hand, also relies upon the affirmation of outside voices, however, what differentiates these voices is that they are accredited (through the systems of veting of publishing and other forms of accredidation) and that their arguments build relationally, one argument building slowly, and in dialogue with a tradition rather than the piecemeal character of the solo rant, or private confession, of YouTube.</p>
<p>Clearly, these reflections make me sound a snob, and not the proponent I have always been of a democratization of access to and discourses about the media. However, expanded access can not itself be a stand alone only goal, as I believe my remarks above attest. Access to media production, and dissemination, needs to be accompanied with the tools that allow for the growing complexity of discourse: and these are quite simply the capacities to work together and to learn from what has been done before.  I speak about these ideas in greater length, and through scholarly discourse, as a "real academic talk" stuck on YouTube here:</p>
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<title><![CDATA[YouTube, Popularity, Inanity, Fun!]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/2007/11/15/youtube-popularity-inanity-fun/</link>
<pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2007 22:38:40 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[    So, after the class decided to study &#8220;popularity&#8221; on  YouTube&#8211;my students maki]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>    So, after the class decided to study "popularity" on  YouTube--my students making an end-run on my best intentions for the course (which were to hi-jack YouTube to make it work against itself by making it "educate") by re-routing our attention back to what they really want from YouTube--we created an assignment, or contest really, where the student(s) who could make the most popular video, the one with the most hits in two weeks, would win a prize (an automatic A on the final). With a few notable exceptions,  the videos are god-awful re-hashes of paltry popular culture. A few, the highest rated among them, are stolen music videos, re-uploaded. All the entries make use of  erroneous or titillating titles, tags, and thumbnails mixed with ripped-off mainstream songs, artists, and images to make uninspiring, insipid, and inarticulate blips into the digi-sphere. Not that I blame them, they have studied YouTube seriously, and this is what they have learned works best on its pages.</p>
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<p>Meanwhile, the very atmosphere of the classroom has begun to reflect not the (slightly more) studious air we had exhibited for the first half of the semester, but rather has become a fun free-for-all, where laughs, comraderie, and playfulness define our interaction. We get little done, learn less then we did before, and have a good time at it. Once again, the course well reflects what we are learning about digital learning and culture. We have often tried to parse out the differences between entertainment and education, and this section has been helpful at that.</p>
<p>So, interestingly, the class decided today that we'd had enough of the fun. The students' best intentions seem caught between their interest in learning (the old or real way) and the fun they seem to have with popular culture and this inventive class that mirrors or remarks upon it.</p>
<p>For me, the few weeks we've spent thinking about popularity (something that has held little interest for me since Junior High when I chose against my feminist mom's best intentions to be a cheerleader) has merely confirmed my worst estimations of YouTube, and the generation that loves it.  It will be interesting to see what they wish to learn in our final weeks.</p>
<p>See: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2eUPc3F08A&#38;feature=PlayList&#38;p=7AD7CD49335B9862&#38;index=27</p>
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<title><![CDATA[On YouTube]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/2007/10/10/on-youtube/</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 16:29:56 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[We held our first class on-line, off-classroom, on YouTube, on Tuesday. What a failure! And it]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>We held our first class on-line, off-classroom, on YouTube, on Tuesday. What a failure! And it's YouTube's fault... The comments function on the site is neither real-time or synchronous (like a chat room) nor fully outside time or asynchronous (like email), which creates a sort of deadening clunk when you post: it'll come up soon, but who knows when, or who will read it. Also, given that the site is organized around distraction and a bonanza of moving-image riches always at your fingertips and dancing on the edge of the screen but outside your control, there was no way to be certain anyone from the class was at any of the 8 videos we were attending to at any particular time, which left me feeling isolated, even as I knew they were (most likely) there. Furthermore, without the disciplining function of the space of the classroom, I felt certain that most of the students did the bare minimum, posting their assigned two questions and then going on to play frisbee (or watch frisbee videos on YouTube), while the few actually committed participants, enjoyed the experience, were annoyed by it, and learned much from the clunkiness of the process. Now, varying levels of commitment define the "real" classroom environment as well. Not every one attends (in the sense that some miss class, and many who are there may as well not be). However, the sense of having no responsibility to this community defined the YouTube class, whereas even the least attentive of students performs the moves of community engagement when held together in a physical space. This question of discipline in the classroom, and education generally, has been raised often in the class (as students demand more discipline--or structure--even as I remind them that they are participating in their own censure); and the undisciplined nature of YouTube, its inability to provide structures, clear links, group spaces, really any kind of coherence, is its biggest fault, at least for on-line learning. Finally, while the students have certainly been pushing the form to engage in sophisticated expression and real dialogue, I find the level of interaction on YouTube to be paltry in relation to what occurs in a "real" classroom. This may be because in a shared physical space I moderate, and sometimes lead, because my presence makes the students amp up the wattage, or because the nature of the group itself in real time and space pushes people to perform. The laziness of the comments (and even videos) on YouTube including my own, points at a level of conversation supported by and conventionalizing in this environment that may well serve YouTube's purposes but do not those of higher education.</p>
<p>I began my research into YouTube faulting it as a site for the building and maintaining of  community and the failures of our class cement this observation.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[FOX it is and FOX is it]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/2007/09/21/fox-it-is-and-fox-is-it/</link>
<pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2007 23:09:05 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>MP:me</dc:creator>
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<description><![CDATA[I went to bed last night exhausted, relieved and resolute. I had survived one week in the media lime]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I went to bed last night exhausted, relieved and resolute. I had survived one week in the media limelight and it was over, ending on a mid-note with my mediocre performance on CNN (see youtube.com/mediapraxisme). At last I could return to my life as teacher, scholar, and documentary-maker, speaking in a language I know to people who talk as I do and who really want to be having this conversation. I was glad enough it had happened because it was a really great learning experience about both  SCALE and YouTube. Living it confirmed much I already knew, although of course until the lived experience I knew this only <i>theoretically</i>: for me, it is preferable to speak to people I can see and who can reply, people I know share a discourse and values about American and media culture, and in a context where ideas can be exchanged and knowledge and feeling can grow. While I am certain that there is real value in amping SCALE through numbers, exposure, reaching out, simplifying while staying honest, and speaking to people who are not yet  exposed to one's concerns or approaches, I learned last week that I am not the person to do that. The attention  makes me feel self-conscious and self-critical; not to mention I spent a significant portion of last week with my stomach-clenched (not pleasant);  I was distracted from the things that really matter to me (my teaching, friends, family, and intellectual and political work); and I refused reducing my thoughts to pre-orchestrated but effective sound-bites. I just don't want to talk that way (note rambling and repetition here!), so in the end, I'm just not that good at it.</p>
<p>And then FOX emailed this morning. And I decided quickly... no. No more fear; no more second-guessing myself; no more wasting  my time on something that proves at once inconsequential and stressful to me. But then, of course, finally... yes. I started this thing: it's my responsibility; if I won't stand up to say why I'm attending critically if playfully to YouTube, who will? My students? The blogisphere? That's not fair.  So, I must play the media professor, maker and scholar who wants to think about using this sudden expansion of access to media production and distribution to do better what media has always done: to try to enrich and change the lives of individuals and community, self and world. And this I will say, as best I can, and as me, when they ask me to speak, and I hope I can stay focused, and I hope I can keep on mark. I can only do my best, but I shouldn't run away. And that's my last post on celebrity and YouTube even if I continue to have to play this game for the time being.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[On YouTube Celebrity and SCALE]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/2007/09/15/on-celebrity-and-scale/</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 15 Sep 2007 14:47:06 +0000</pubDate>
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<description><![CDATA[An article about my class ended up on the AP wire and less then 24 hours later, I&#8217;ve done or s]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>An article about my class ended up on the AP wire and less then 24 hours later, I've done or scheduled 10 print and radio interviews, including a visit from CNN to my class scheduled for next week. It's been on the local news in Florida, on my sister's elevator in NY, and in the Herald International Tribune. It's all over the web; can't track it. Heart-pounding, adrenaline rushing, I've been able to do nothing else all day but worry about how I represent myself, my ideas, my course through a mainstream media which does not usually talk my language or acknowledge my concerns, given their erudite nature and political leanings (see my blog!). But reporters have been polite and intelligent, I'm an expert after all, a PhD; as have I. Why?</p>
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<p>I knew that the form, and even content, of Learning from YouTube would be sexy, getable, marketable but I did not know what that would mean for me. Most strikingly, it has made me engage in thoughts of self-censorship (whether I will follow through or not is another matter), where I worry that the radical nature of my work will disallow me to be taken seriously, thus closing down channels before they open, and minimizing my credibility, as well as the more general and less ideological intellectual ideas raised.</p>
<p>But beyond this, given that my documentary, "SCALE: Ending the Bush Agenda in the Media Age," is all about celebrity, and the power of not being known while still doing good work, and the left's inability to successfully think through how or why to use the media machine as a way towards power and change, it seems downright ridiculous that I'm suddenly having just such a moment after having determined that the nature and focus of my work would, by definition, keep it small, intimate, in my control, and  as radical as am I.</p>
<p>At the end of the film, I ask my sister why she never got on the morning talk shows, and she suggests that it is because she is "too left and also too right, too correct." So, why am I being invited? I'm not too left and also not too right? That sounds correct to me. How am I being seen and used? And what can I make if this access, if anything?</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Learning from YouTube]]></title>
<link>http://aljean.wordpress.com/2007/09/07/learning-from-youtube/</link>
<pubDate>Fri, 07 Sep 2007 20:00:09 +0000</pubDate>
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<description><![CDATA[I am teaching an experimental class on/about YouTube this semester: http://www.youtube.com/MediaPrax]]></description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am teaching an experimental class on/about YouTube this semester: http://www.youtube.com/MediaPraxisme</p>
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<p>After two class sessions I realize this course is going to be really fun and super hard, challenging me as a professor in new ways that I am unaccustomed to. Let's start with the press, the numbers, and the public nature of the course (all related). After the first course, I was interviewed for an article about the course for "Issues in Higher Education" (http://www.insidehighered.com/news/2007/09/06/youtube) which came out before the second class, where there were two journalists and a photographer attending. This, added to the fact that we tape and put on YouTube each class, and that I had learned that people actually <i>were</i> watching these classes, led me to be self-conscious to a degree I am usually not when I teach. Typically, over an hour of teaching you hit some high notes, make a few blunders, and otherwise get through. You're human, and undergraduates are your witness. During our second class, the issues got serious and complex quickly, primarily concerning the ubiquitous representations of race and racism on YouTube and in our class (and this is good) but I was self-conscious about how my colleagues would view the way I didn't hit gold in the live processing of these complex ideas. The self-consciousness slowed down my thinking and so on and so forth. Now the class is about, among other things, issues of privacy and access in higher education. And while I'm committed to what it means to open access to my class, it now seems clear to me that it limits my teaching (and perhaps my students' learning, in that they are equally self-conscious).</p>
<p>Numbers (hits to the page keep doubling) also add a weird and unwieldy stress to my teaching, and the course. Yes, they are informative about the logic of YouTube, but ultimately invasive. As is simply managing the outside communication this brings (emails, letters, requests) that expand the demands on me from my 30 enrolled students to anyone interested.</p>
<p>I am also concerned that the experimental nature of the class (largely student led and limited to YouTube for all coursework--assignments and research) is going to make our work much harder, and my chances of failing much larger. It was exciting to see that in the second class, and with only the most superficial of assignments, the students were already touching on many of the BIG IDEAS about YouTube and digital culture: its postmodern reliance on humor, celebrity, and referentiality to mainstream culture; its democratic function as soap box for the talent/opinions/expression of regular people; its mind-numbing, time-wasting superficiality; the raucous and unruly nature of conversation it produces. My challenge will be to work with the class to hone, focus, and systematize such conversations given that we can not refer to other scholarly works, and given that I have ceded a certain amount of real control to them. How will I guide the conversation ways scholarly and rigorous given that our frame and guide is not?</p>
<p>Frankly, I'm not certain, now that we're doing it, that there's enough to do or know about YouTube (given Youtube as the tight structure for gaining such knowledge) to sustain a course. While I've succeeded in developing a structure that models the content I seek, I am not certain we need 15 weeks to figure this out.</p>
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<title><![CDATA[Los Angeles: Day One.]]></title>
<link>http://pttphoto.wordpress.com/2007/09/20/los-angeles-day-one/</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 19:56:46 +0000</pubDate>
<dc:creator>Patrick</dc:creator>
<guid>http://pttphoto.wordpress.com/2007/09/20/los-angeles-day-one/</guid>
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Lauren was going to Los Angeles to go check out some colleges up there. Pitzer College, I think it ]]></description>
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<p>Lauren was going to Los Angeles to go check out some colleges up there. Pitzer College, I think it was. She brought Kelly, Ryan, and I along too. It is the second day of having my camera and we tested out the video feature on my camera. I'll have a video up of it later.</p>
<p>We went straight to the college campus which was in Claremont and we took a little tour. The campus seems really nice and the people really relaxed and chill. As we were walking around, we spotted a group of people gathered in the grassy area and surrounded by this makeshift fence was a keg. A keg on a college quad! Now that's a school I want to go to. Ha.</p>
<p>After that, we went to this burger place in Pasadena and then the high school football game. We met up with some of her friends and then went to this hookah bar. Something happened and we couldn't stay there too long -- I think we had too many people to one hookah -- so we ended up going to this party in Pasadena. I took video of that too but I don't think I'll put it up. We didn't stay too long.</p>
<p>After that, we went to Venice Beach to try to find a spot to sleep but couldn't and kept driving. We tried to get a hotel room but couldn't do that either so we ended up driving more and just pulling over somewhere in Burbank and sleeping in the car parked on the street in front of someone's house. Let me just say that I've had a better night's sleep before.</p>
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