I wish you didn't ask that,
I wish I didn't need to answer that.
I wish it could just stay inside me,
But I have to.

You have done everything for me,
You've learnt me how it is to love.
You've made me smile more often,
You've made me more happy then I've ever been.

You've made me know how it is to live,
You've made me experience how real life is.
You've made me laugh,
You've done everything for me.

As you see,
You've done everything for me.
And the question which should be asked is,
What have I done for you?

- Atia Ijaz

I thought you really loved me,
I thought you really cared.
I thought you could do anything for me,
But all you did was to leave me.

But why do I care about you,
Did I actually love you so much?
You thought you could hurt me, didn't you?
Well listen now.

I don't even care that you're gone,
I don't even think about you a second.
You didn't hurt me, no, because;
I didn't love you anyway!

- Atia Ijaz

I am happy,
But not all the time.
I am happy,
But it's just not perfect.

Why can't everything be as I want it to be?
Why can't I smile all the time?
Why is it so hard to understand?
It's just not as I want it to be!

Why can't I talk with him whenever I want,
Without being disturbed?
Why can't I be with him forever,
In a place all alone?

When I'm with him,
It feels like I'm in heaven.
When I talk with him,
I don't want him to go, never.

And he doesn't,
He doesn't leave.
I'm the one who does that,
I'm the one who live in this darkness.

Sometimes I wish I could just disappear,
To another place.
I wish I could be alone,
Alone with him.

But I can't just disappear,
Only in my imagination.
It's just not fair!
I don't want to live like this!

But that's how my life is going to be,
It will never be as I want it to.
I won't get to live happily with him,
Won't get to feel his love to me.

I'll live in this darkness forever,
And think about my only happiness, him.

Why can't it be as I want it to,
Why can't it be perfect?

- Atia Ijaz

Why can't I understand,
That it will never happen with me?
Why can't I understand,
That I will never be free?
Why can't I understand,
That he will never agree?
Why..?

Boy says:

Why can't you understand,
What I feel for you?
Why can't you understand,
That I can give my life to you?
Why can't you understand,
That I love you?

Why..?

- Atia Ijaz

All my dreams are gone,
I can see that you don't love me any more,
I can see it in your beautiful eyes.
I can almost read your mind.

I had big dreams.
Us two, together, no one to disturb.
That you're holding me tight,
And..NO! That's not reality.
How can I be that silly?

Every time I see you,
You just see through me.
And I can see that,
All you're trying to do is to avoid me.

You don't want me any more,
I was just a small piece in your life.
I was nothing for you,
Didn't mean anything at all for you.

But what about those days you said I Love You?
What about our wonderful times together?
Aren't they there any more?
Don't you remember them?

And now I'm sure that you don't remember it,
That day you said it for the first time.
You were so nervous,
But all that was just... not real,
All our time together was just made up, fake.

And I don't think you'll see me again,
You won't think about me even one second.
I can just forget all those dreams about us,
Lost dreams...

- Atia Ijaz

I wasn't sure if I was going to do it,
Not sure if it was right.
I wasn't sure if I dared,
Not sure if he was going to like it.

But, you never know before you've tried.

When I decided to do it,
Everything suddenly felt right.
When I finally did it,
Something strange happened with my heart.

When I heard his voice,
For the first time in my life,
My heart started bumping up and down.
I really didn't know what to do.

I don't know why,
But I just couldn't say a word.
I don't know why,
But I couldn't even say I Love You.

Please forgive me,
For being a fool.
I hope he'll get this message,
I hope he'll say It's Cool.

I hope I'll hear his voice again,
I hope it wasn't the last time.
But I think I will,
Will hear his voice again,
Very soon.

- Atia Ijaz

Just looking at the nice, brown chocolate,
The peanut butter,
Everything.
Makes me just wanna grab it.
Grab and eat.

But I’m just sitting here,
And dreaming about that delicious cookie.
Just sitting here and thinking,
Thinking that it will one day be melting in my mouth.

I raise my hand to get the smooth, round cookie.
Touching it and feeling the delicious chocolate on my fingers.
Feeling it melting in my mouth.
It, the last cookie.

-Atia Ijaz

It feels so real,
But I’m not sure if it is.
Is it just the nightmares I’m having,
Or are the voices from outside?

I’m always scared when I go to bed,
And wonder if they’ll come again.
Every time I pray to God that;
“Please, don’t let them.”

I still hope that they’ll not come,
I still pray to God that they’ll not come.
But, still, I wonder,
Is it nightmares or real?

- Atia Ijaz

How long has it been since we met?
A month? A week? Maybe just a day?
I really don’t care if it’s just a day, a minute or even a second.
I want you here all the time.
Here, with me.

I’m just waiting for you,
Waiting for you to come.
Come, and hold me tight.
Just as you used to.

I don’t know how long I can wait,
But I’ll not give up before you’re here with me.
I’m longing for you,
So please, come.

- Atia Ijaz

Jeg surfet litt rundt på nettet og fant fram til en side der det står hvordan man kan skrive et dikt, og det tenkte jeg var noe jeg kunne skrive inn her. Det er ikke så vanskelig, du må bare ville det. ;)

Her er noe av det jeg fant på wikiHOW

Steps:

1. Les og hør på dikt.

2. Lær om moderne poesi.
Moderne poesi rimer vanligvis ikke på enden av linjene, som du kanskje er vandt til.

3. Tenk på oppnå med diktet.
Tenk på hvorfor du vil skrive dette diktet. Kanskje vil du utrykke følelsene dine med det diktet, eller skrive det til noen.

4. Hør på diktet ditt.
Mange holder seg til å bare skrive det. Men når du har skrevet det ferdig, så se (rettere sagt, hør) hvordan diktet ditt er. Kanskje det er noe some høres feil ut?

5. Skriv ned alt du tenker på.

6. Velg riktige ord. Ikke skriv veriløse ord, ord uten mening. Men skriv ord som har stor mening.

7. Bruk poetiske ord. Gjør det for å bedre skjønnheten og meningen med diktet ditt.

8. Nå fiks litt på diktet ditt, se etter skrivefeil osv...

Tips:

• Hvis du føler at du ikke blir inspirert når du setter deg ned for å skrive dikt? Det er et vanlig problem. Så ta med deg en kladdebok hvor enn du er, så skriver du ned det du tenker på med en gang det kommer inn i hjernen din. ;)
• Du kan gjerne høre på beroligende musikk sånn at du får roet deg ned før du skriver diktet.
• Viktig: IKKE gi opp! Du blir bedre og bedre jo mer du skriver.
• Samle alle diktene dine i en bok, uansett om du liker dem eller ikke. Noen år etter kan du utgi ditt beste verk.

Advarsler:

• Hvis du skriver et dikt som f.eks. skal sendes til avisen, velg ordene og tittelen med forsiktighet.
• Ungå å dele verket ditt med noen som ikke setter pris på (eller ikke er interresert i) dikt. Dette er en feil som kan få deg til å miste motet til å skrive dikt.
• Husk å ha opphavsrett til diktene dine.
• For mye bildebruk kan faktisk "skade" diktet ditt.

Det er noe av det jeg fant på wikiHOW . Vil du vite mer om å skrive dikt, klikk her (på engelsk).

Takk for at du leste dette, og jeg håper det hjalp. Og husk: ikke gi opp. ;)